apparently there were aftershocks from an earthquake in sumatra that could be felt in nus today. when i went for my lsm tutorial tts the first thing the he asked us.. "did you all feel the tremor today?" sighs. i didnt!! it supposedly happened at around 145pm... what was i doing then?? walking from med library to S2 with michelle... i think... or still sleeping at the med lib? hmmmmm.....
anw... i just feel so ughh now... its like, i know i have to study, but i dont want to. sometimes i feel like im just living for the sake of being alive, and being alive just for the sake of existing.
sometimes i dont know who i am, or where im going. other times i just dont like myself. sometimes i try to think positively, but sometimes that just gets very tiring. and sometimes i feel like im just running away from God. but why?
once there was a girl who used to be happy. but then she grew up.
sometimes i think that im not only ugly, but i have an ugly heart too.
addictions:
God
chui
my family
my gpsm
su yi
deph
michelle
simin
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炎亞綸
ella
吳尊
汪東城
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飛輪海
S.H.E
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花樣少年少女
終極一班
my memories
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My Friends
|Adeline|
Ben|
Chui|
Dephne|
|Janice|
Melissa|
Michelle|
Robyn|
|Serena|
Simin |
YongMing|
sc4|
|my past|
east coast park|
disney on ice (princess classics)|
muse (30/03/05)|
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