…broken promises….

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

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going out tmw w hon and the class! fun! then going to a bar for the first time!! mans. i hope it will be a good experience to remember! please dont let anything bad happen..
i succeeded in connecting my handphone to the computer (thanks to my sis) and downloading the correct software from the nokia webbie!! so now i can transfer files to and from the phone! and make my own wallpapers! and use my own midi files for ringtones! *beams*

where is the him that i’m looking for… |12:05 am|

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Monday, March 27, 2006

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its wondrous how the Lord provides for us.. today as i was on my way to send my supporting documents to nus, i noticed that the sky was quite grey and i said a silent prayer to God to please hold the rains for me.. and as i made my way there and back, i came upon many realisations and one in particular was the realisation that as much as i may worry, ultimately, what comes will come and what's most important is how we're going to deal with what comes. and that the Lord will always provide for us. then as i climbed up the stairs and pressed the door bell, the heavens opened and it started to rain.

thank you Lord, for everything...

where is the him that i’m looking for… |8:57 pm|

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

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can somebody please explain The Hours to me? i kinda got lost in it.. i think i did manage to grasp some stuff, but its probably like one-tenth of the total content. sighs. yes, it was emotionally potent and all.. but i was like HUH??! at the end of the movie... im going to the airport early tmw morning... and by early i mean somewhere between 5 and 6 am. sighs. time for bed!

where is the him that i’m looking for… |1:00 am|

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Friday, March 24, 2006

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aww mans.. its been soooo long since i last blogged! im forgetting how to go about it alr! haha... but alrighty, since you requested, mel, i'll comply and put up a post! yesyes, go on, feel honoured! haha...
i had my second practical driving lesson yesterday... and i think im getting the hang of it! haha.. besides the time when the instructor asked me to change to gear 3 for the first time and i kinda freaked out and the car kinda started weaving about, everything else went quite smoothly! though i suspect i may be a little cock-eyed.. cos i keep coming too close to the marking on the right and the instructor has to keep yanking the steering wheel back towards himself... i'm going on the road in my next lesson! i hope i dont kill anyone, myself included...
after that i was supposed to meet simin in orchard to buy presents for my dahlings; hon and suyi. but i was supposed to meet her at 550pm and driving ended at 2pm!! dotz... so being the bookworm that i am, i stalked out at the jurong regional library. and i landed my hands on a book about dentistry! too bad its a reference book so i cant borrow it out... anw im not as studious as i make myself out to be.. i nearly made it past page 9 when i started to doze off.. i was only revived when i decided to take a break and indulge in Are We An "Us"? a #4 in the Zits Collection of Comics. hahaha.. so much for trying to act smart..
then i took a 198 back to school to collect my testimonial.. a HUGE thanks to Mr Wong for taking time to do it up.
after which i headed to orchard but i was still too early. so i went to Popular and hung around the best new sellers section. if i were the sercurity guard watching the closeups on the cctv i would have been highly suspicious of myself... a girl loitering around for close to half and hour, picking up book after book and reading the back of these books then putting them down again, with no intention to buy whatsoever. anw i didnt get chased away so who cares! im telling you, the next time i go into a bookstore i will be fully prepared and armed with a pen and a notebook.. what for, you ask? to copy down the titles of the books i want to read.. i mean. there's just too many of them!! i've not enough money or space to bring them all home, as much as i want to. besides, some of these so called adult books write explicitly about sex and i dont really want to go that far. back to the point, the book that made the most impression on me was Wish Upon A Star by Tina Reilly, so im currently trying to get my hands on one.
to round off this post, let me announce to the world that i spent a whopping 143 bucks yst; not including the $7.5o i spent on dinner. boy am i broke... i cant elaborate much, since the $103 involves the stuff im gonna give to my dahlings.. but i have to share my joy about the item i bought at esprit... hoho.. when i went to esprit on 2nd march a sweater caught my eye.. but at 89.90, it was too bloody expensive. luckily for me, it was on a 30% discount; and the pink one i liked came in my size. so i decided to just go with it. then when i was about to pay, i noticed that there was a defect in it.. a small one, but a defect nonetheless.. and it was the only piece left; even the other outlets didnt have it anymore... sobs! as i really liked it, i decided to just push my luck and asked the cashier if i could get it at a cheaper price (something i learnt from my customer service jobs)... she was like "ok... i'll help you check." then she was like pressing and pressing the buttons on the system... "ok, how about this, i can give you another 20% off, on top of the 30%." i was like WHAT!!!!! hahaha.... i thought she was gonna give me like another $2 off, not 20%! so i was like "hmm.. ok lor." haha! what a steal! besides, the defect is really kind small, as in the not visible sort of small.. at most i'll just buy an iron-on motif to hide it.. and now that its already damaged i wont be afraid to use it anymore.. i got my sweater at half price!!! muax. i love my life! haha..

mans i realise i have no idea what the technical terms are for each part of a book.. i mean i know there's a book jacket.. but there should be more than that right?? gosh. call myself a self-professed bookworm..

p.s. simin said ur new urban male bag was really nice hon! big, but nice.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |3:02 pm|

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

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i hate the stupid nus website. stupid bloody website. it sucks. bigtime.

i cant get any freaking information from it. all the info they offer is so skin deep. after reading through whatever i can find, i still dont know what the course is about and im still as confused as ever. its like im stuck at square one. the websites just direct u to another webbie, promising u more useful info but when you get there you just get directed to yet another webbie; its just a vicious cycle. like you're being led on a wild goose chase.

i feel really stupid.

people already know what they want to do. YET. im still stuck at the crossroads. no goals. useless.

Lord please help me.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |5:14 pm|

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i got a day off today!!!!! haha.. the CC's moving to a new building tmw and the office people gave themselves a day off today; so with noone going to unlock the doors for us, we dont have to report to work either! hah!

here's what i spent/am going to spend my day doing:
1) i finally finished watching saturday's epi of genius physician-ti ying
2) i tried out applying mascara. haha! it makes my eyes feel very heavy. either that or i am really lacking sleep..
3) i watched disc one of Earthsea. mans. it makes me want more......
4) i nearly had a heart attack when i discovered that firefly schloarship applications close this week. i said i nearly had a heart attack cos i realised i misread. there's one week to go. which means i have until next weds. so i can decide after the openhouse on sat. phew.
5) check the nus webbie for more info on which course i should really take. my mind is an empty slate when it comes to my future. so i have to be careful what info goes in.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |2:22 pm|

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

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goblet of fire dvd is out!!!!!!!

yay yay yay!!!!! IT'S FINALLY OUT! *jumps around shrieking with joy*

the stupid website is so inaccurate! haha.. made me think that its only gonna be released on the 17th of march. otherwise someone here in singapore is really efficient... :D

the heavens must really love me...

where is the him that i’m looking for… |11:49 pm|

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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today's the day today's the day today's the day

one hour fortyfive minutes and counting...

where is the him that i’m looking for… |12:15 pm|

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