…broken promises….

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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today's janice's first day at work!! jia you girl! :D

1845: Basic Theory Test. *shudders*
i thought i was late! though technically there was still 5 minutes to go, they had everyone seated already. and the guy in front was going through some kinda demostration. oh no oh no.. please dont let me be late.. i hand another man my ic, feeling my fingers start to get cold. "computer 40" this voice suddenly blares into my thoughts. huh?? steadying myself i make my way towards the computer nearest to me. luckily the red tag on the left corner of the table catches my eye. 46..45..44.. i count as i walk down the aisle. finally. 40. "please wait a few more minutes before the test commences" the guy in front announces. i notice someone entering the room, flustered. at least there's someone later than me... suddenly the computer screen changes. "please enter your password and start the test." password??? i glance tentatively at the slip of paper handed to me when i first entered. fingers fumbling, i type in the four numbers, and the test begins. pulling my sweater higher up my arms, i shiver slightly whilst tapping on the touch screen. keep your eyes to yourself. keep your eyes to yourself. the computer stations are too close to one another. i wonder if anyone has cheated before. tap. next question. tap. next question. this went on for a while. uh oh. brain freeze. i close my eyes briefly. i dont want to fail! please dont let me fail! ok ok. i can do this. tap. next question. tap... and then; screen comand: you have reached the end of this test. click ok to submit. i contemplate going back and checking through all my answers. ah hell. as if i'm that conscientious. i click ok, feverently hoping; praying...

hehs. i passed lah. yays! now i can apply for my pdl. too bad when i took the test it was after office hours so i have to go back another day. i bet people who have took their btts before will be scoffing at my entry. the way i made it sound. honestly. you'd think that after all those major exams we took in the month of november i would know better than to stress out for a silly computerised test. guess i just dont work well under pressure huh.

anyway, as i was leaving, guess who i saw! titus. haha. which is nothing much since everytime i go to bbdc i see at least one acjc person. the only funny thing is that when titus saw me he did a double take. i was walking towards the glass doors while he was walking past outside. and he looked in, looked straight then looked back in again. like he recognised me or something. haha. what an honour it is, given his reputation. i, being myself just stared straight ahead unfliching.

i better go ask around and see who's willing to accompany me to apply for my pdl..

i think emily's a nice name. isnt it? so demure and ladylike...

where is the him that i’m looking for… |9:45 pm|

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