…broken promises….

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

[[31st Jan]]

yays i feel so proud of myself! haha.. i suceeded in helping my sister do up her blog layout. ok fine. so maybe its only 3/4s done. BUT. i managed to do some pretty complicated things that surprised even myself! granted, i kinda copied and pasted several javascripts and put them all together (i will acknowledge all that i 'plagiarised' from). still i was able to figure out some of the codes and now i feel more empowered! haha.

something out of this world happened to simin yst. really amazing. in fact if i didnt hear it from her myself i wouldnt have believed it. which makes me wonder just how strong my faith is; if it'll ever be as strong as hers..

shopping for work clothes is sooo much harder than i ever thought it would be. of course besides the fact that since i'm so frigging fat it makes it ten times harder to find something suitable. like that's possible. even if it were, the piece of clothing's so expensive i'd rather not buy it. i mean. how many times will i actually wear it anyway?? i ended up buying loads of unnecessary stuff. thinking back, i dont even know why i bought them!! and somehow my mum and sis didnt seem to need anything so they just stood around watching me. talk about unwanted pressure. my mum kept throwing lao auntie clothes at me whilst my sister tried to offer her two cents worth on practically everything i said i thought i might try. so now i'm either going to look like a lao auntie or a high flying executive. so much for not wanting to go into the extremes...

anyway thank the Lord for his protection today! a centimeter forward on my part or on my sister's part and i'd have landed up blind in one eye. thank heavens for the way things turn out. i escaped with a small graze right under my left eye, somewhere in the region of my eyebag. i really must tell chui not to fling her arms around wildly whilst still holding onto a mechanical pencil.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |11:14 pm|

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