…broken promises….

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

[[31st Jan]]

yays i feel so proud of myself! haha.. i suceeded in helping my sister do up her blog layout. ok fine. so maybe its only 3/4s done. BUT. i managed to do some pretty complicated things that surprised even myself! granted, i kinda copied and pasted several javascripts and put them all together (i will acknowledge all that i 'plagiarised' from). still i was able to figure out some of the codes and now i feel more empowered! haha.

something out of this world happened to simin yst. really amazing. in fact if i didnt hear it from her myself i wouldnt have believed it. which makes me wonder just how strong my faith is; if it'll ever be as strong as hers..

shopping for work clothes is sooo much harder than i ever thought it would be. of course besides the fact that since i'm so frigging fat it makes it ten times harder to find something suitable. like that's possible. even if it were, the piece of clothing's so expensive i'd rather not buy it. i mean. how many times will i actually wear it anyway?? i ended up buying loads of unnecessary stuff. thinking back, i dont even know why i bought them!! and somehow my mum and sis didnt seem to need anything so they just stood around watching me. talk about unwanted pressure. my mum kept throwing lao auntie clothes at me whilst my sister tried to offer her two cents worth on practically everything i said i thought i might try. so now i'm either going to look like a lao auntie or a high flying executive. so much for not wanting to go into the extremes...

anyway thank the Lord for his protection today! a centimeter forward on my part or on my sister's part and i'd have landed up blind in one eye. thank heavens for the way things turn out. i escaped with a small graze right under my left eye, somewhere in the region of my eyebag. i really must tell chui not to fling her arms around wildly whilst still holding onto a mechanical pencil.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |11:14 pm|

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Monday, January 30, 2006

[[happy new year!]]

happy chinese new year!!! haha... actually i think i'm a bit late.. cos its already the second day! but better late than never! besides, i've always liked the second day better than the first. today was quite tiring.. we went to 6 houses in all. still it was more exciting to run around singapore than to stay put at one or two houses (like we did last year). i just wish that us cousins had more rapport.. we're like chao stoned and we dont mingle or converse. we just stick with our own siblings. sighs. quite sad right? i dont know anything about them! and they're supposed to be immediate family.

anyway, my baby cousin is sooo cute! she's so noisy! she's at the stage of warbling baby talk. you should hear her go! haha.. and she likes to grab things off the table. so its like having a workout when she's around. you can never sit still. perhaps i will get around to posting her picture someday..

i want to get my driving license! NOW!!! but i hate the system we have. its just impossible to get everything done and pass all the tests.. haiz.

i'm going shopping tomorrow! yipee! haha...

i need to lose weight!!
thanks for leaving me out again.

where is the him that i’m looking for… |11:59 pm|

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

[[new blogskin!]]

oh mans.. i am just so in love with this new template that i found.. sighs.. haha. but getting everything done up properly is so hard to do! there's just so much to fill in! and i have yet to transfer my tagboard over.. and add in more quotes! and.. photos.. and.. i cant even think straight any more! haha.. but i'll miss my diaryland layout alot too.. ah wells. you HAVE to make way for progress..

where is the him that i’m looking for… |11:44 pm|

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